2008 - finally!

The real stuff going on behind the scenes!
Summer 2007

Welcome, 2008.

I can't tell you how happy I am for 2007 to be over. My fall was especially difficult, being away from home for so long, and filled with stress and illness. I wasn't able to enjoy my time in Houston much, as I had overbooked myself and had problems with hoarseness the whole time. I spent too much time on the phone, trying to figure out poor Serge's visa for Belgium (in the middle of the night, because all the ministries closed early in the day - BELGIAN TIME...) I had planned many extra things to do - masterclasses, a recital, etc. etc. etc.. and ended up not doing most of them because I needed to be quiet and protect my voice. And my allergies were annoying. I didn't even get to hang out with all the friends I had promised to see while in town. So it was a tough time. My shows were a success, but I wasn't able to enjoy them. I even had a wonderful visit with my Alpha Delta Pi little sis Delphine and her husband down from Dallas, and my dear friend Mary Riley from California, but had to write on a pad to talk to her! I'm not the greatest host, obviously.

I know a lot of you heard about Jan and my wedding plans when I enthused about it to a reporter this fall. My good friends among you may have already heard about our plans from us directly. Well, when I got home, I came to the very sad conclusion that this was not what I wanted and I ended our 10-year-long relationship. It is extremely painful and difficult for both of us. We are both in shock, but I think this will be the best decision for both of us in the long run. I hope all of you will be supportive to both of us in this difficult period. I am not sure where I will be living this year and in the future.

Luckily I was able to go home to my parents' house for Christmas and lick my wounds. All you Dallas friends, please excuse me if I didn't call, but I was not much company!

I know this all may come as a shock to some people who knew us. I love Jan dearly but he is not meant to be my husband, I am so heartbroken to say. I'm hoping that 2008 will be a much better year for both of us and heal our hearts in the best of ways for a better future ahead... I'll keep you all attuned to my next steps. I wish you all well.

Love, Laura